I am from Napoli, Italy.
When I am in the sea or when I’m training.
Having something to wake up for.
Training for nationals and my current crush. When I have to train a lot, I try to just direct my thoughts towards not very complex and potentially self sabotaging directions, I keep it basic (as much as I can).
I am extremely disciplined.
Discipline is waking up everyday and working on being the best version of myself - no excuses. To maintain your body calm when your head is not responding and to keep your head calm when you feel like you’re losing your body. To tell yourself you’ve been strong before and you’re going to be strong again. To see the bigger picture, to know that progress isn’t a straight line, to learn to fuck up with dignity. These past few months I really tested my love for archery. I have been practicing when I was broken, when I was injured, right after a mental break down. I simply put my head down and did it.
Mental health. People who don’t struggle with mental health have no idea of what it means to. I am able to do unimaginable things, I have done unimaginable things, but then one day my mind just says no, not today… I tried reminding myself I am made of water and when water is trapped, water will find a new path. I am the only one that can see that path.
To ask for help and actually accept help from other people whom have proven to deserve my trust. That has been a major major major achievement for me.
Actually not a book, but an interview with author, Toni Morrison in 1987 by Don Swaim where she talks about anger.
It probably found me when I was ready to receive it.
I have struggled and I still do, dealing with anger management and I guess I have believed in the past that being angry and passionate was the same thing, I have only recently realized that anger came from fear.
Medea by Pier Paolo Pasolini (1969)
Operazione San Gennaro by Dino Risi (1966)
Hands Over the City by Francesco Rosi (1963)
The Hunger Games.
One Foot Out – Nines
Per Averti – Gigi Finizio
TamAli Maak – Amr Diab
Small doses by Amelia Seales!
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